i dreamed i was dying;
as i so often do & when i awoke i was sure it was true
i ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
& said whoever is up there, please don't let me die
but i can't live forever, i can't always breathe
one day i'll be sand on a beach by a sea the pages keep turning,
i'll mark off each day with a cross
and i'll laugh about all that we've lost
calendar girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive,